Stern face

Just as i was waiting for bus i met koi's former housemate. she was a rich girl with no particularly high intellectual and academic level. a girl of simple pleasure if you can say. i found myself most unease talking with her. was it that i was so isolated last few months that all i meet are the people in the lab and during lunch time, that bunch of English-challenged northern chinese? and either consciously or unconsciously, it is gradually turning out that i'll be more like Gao the more i interact with him. Not to say there's anything wrong with his approach to the world. it could rather be a good thing, you know, socialise (and a sense of humour) like Germans, stern-faced and quite analytical. but my fear is that i might lose my edge in myself-ness, whatever it might be.